I miss writing. I miss spilling my half-berangan thought here. I miss writing the random idea, the random words that first appeared inside of my head. I'm an awkward writer now. I don't know what to spill because I simply have a very complicated thought which I don't know where is the end to pull the strings accordingly.
Maybe because I rested too long. I wasn't resting. I mean yeah maybe I was resting from writing too long LOL. I was busy preparing for an event. My college event. The stressed of dealing with thousands behavior has made me feel like seriously I need to get out from here. These people are not guilty. I need some time to know each of them, learn their habit before I can direct them to do what I wanted to be which certainly I'm not a good leader but I know I'll be a good follower.
Syukur Alhamdulillah, everything went well. Its 0048 and am still not sleepy.